I stood with my eyes open during praise and worship and watched everything going on around me. I should have been focused on God and singing with joy, but my mind was distracted by the women around me. They were hugging on each other, prophesying over each other, and down on the floor in tears together. And I was standing there, alone, with really no desire to be doing any of those things at that moment.
Which is a problem since I am the Ladies Ministry Leader at my church.